It's so harrrrrd, to say goodbye... to yesterdaaaaaayyyeeeeyay!

Ain't that the truth?! It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.


For me personally, I have a lot of unanswered questions that I keep trying to seek some sort of enlightenment on. But the fact of the matter is - I may NEVER receive it, and that has to be ok.

The only way to free yourself from the prison of the past is to choose to be here today.

It goes to show you, sometimes we're not meant to know. Letting go and trusting there's some lesson for growth is the only way.

I've had to come to a lot of cruel, and not so cruel, realizations these last few months:

• Things you think may never change, do.
• People you thought would always be there, won't.
• I never realized how focused on that "fantasy" I really was.
• I am FAR from perfect (Say whhaaaat?!).
• Sometimes it's inevitable.
• It takes two, always.
• Guilt is a heavy burden to carry and one of the most wasted emotions.
• Sides will be taken. 
• Time machines are not real--> Cords linked to others giving them power over you, is.
• When red flags appear early on,  listen to them. 
• Giving up, no matter how hard it is, is not an option. 
• That telephone game we used to play as a child, is still alive and thriving even into adulthood.
• Thru the toughest of times is when you find out who's really meant to be a part of your story.
• Financial responsibilities only apply to few. 
• The things we are drawn to - and pushed away from - are likely mirrors reflecting those things that we wish to improve on, or things that we want to let out and shine.
• Full detachment may be the only way to heal.
• Forgiveness is possible.
• There's two sides to every story.  
• If you don't share the same values, it's not right. Even if the values you believe, they later believe, too. 
• Never settle. 
• Our purpose here is to learn, expand and grow.
• Choose someone who loves you for you. 
• Everyone we come into contact with is a teacher, helping us to learn who we are.
• Being with your pain helps healing. 
• If you notice a trend, it most likely will not change.  
• No one is responsible for how we feel.
• Unresolved relationships affect growth. Try to reconcile if possible.
• We are not here to perform for anyone else, nor they for us.
• Take time.
• Don't be afraid to face yourself, even if it is the hardest thing you do. 
• Everything to the right of the 'but,' is what you're really trying to say.
• If neediness and insecurity are projected... it's never really about you. 
• Just because you wish the world would stop, it doesn't.
• We impact more people than we think.
• Sometimes the worst of times bring great opportunities for bonding.
• A lot of the things we struggle with have been passed down to us from generation to generation.
• One of the happiest times in your life, is when you let go of the things you cannot change.
• Sometimes our purpose is to build someone up, just to let them go. 
• Our lives are built on our mistakes, just as much as our successes.
• There are things we don't want to know, but have to learn.
• Heart walls DO exist.
• Our mistakes can help prevent others from making the same. 
• It's ok to let our little ones see us vulnerable and sad.
• Trying to be ok, 100%, by yourself... is one of the hardest things to do.
• When we let go of what we are, we become what we might be.
• It is true... to truly love, you need to love and be ok with yourself, first. 
• And finally, our greatest lessons come from the hardest of situations... so love and forgive yourself - and others - let go of what no longer serves you, and be honest about things that may be extremely hard for your loved ones to hear... NO MATTER WHAT!

My goal is accepting duality - good and bad - in all things, trusting the path on this journey and coming to this outlook: 

"The only way to pass a test is to take it. I am at the point now when I can observe an opportunity to pass a spiritual test even though the situation appears negative." Mutant Message Down Under

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